Thursday, January 20, 2011.

How's life?
Well..right now,i don't feel like myself. I'm suppose to be happy that i'm back at school. Ohh and i just realise that only my secondary school friends know that my blog exist. My jc friends do not know,ONLY perhaps my pw group knows about it,i pray haard that they will never ever enter my blog. Especially the twins,marc and chad. I HOPE they will forget my URL. Geez..

Anyway,its already the second week of school. I got great teachers this year,i only wish that i was still with my old class 10A01. Really miss them. 10A02 is not that bad i guess,the people there are nice though i wish kenneth was there. Haish,life is never easy. Didn't start the year well in odac as well,my physcial conditioning is just not there. My knees still hurt when i over exert them. On bad days,it just hurt even when im walking..I can't see the doctor for fear that my parents won't let me continue odac,i can't let them happen. Especially since i have only a few more months left in odac. There's no way im gonna risk it. I wish i was stronger and less of a burden. If only my knees weren't injured,my friends wouldn't have to purposely slow down for me. Even till now,i still felt guilty that my team had to share my load so that i complete the trek. I'm really thankful,but i still wished i didn't burden them so much. I'll worker harder to become even stronger.

Haish,sorry im rambling so much. I just can't say it anywhere else,even to my closest friends,anyway,this seems to be the best way to let loose.

ps. i got a new locker with esther :)

{ Thursday, January 20, 2011 }

Tuesday, December 28, 2010.

The year 2010 is almost over,i'm gonna miss this year. Anyway,its been soooo long since i update my blog,i thought now would be a good time to update again :)

Okayy..so where should i start..perhaps my promos and PW..

Promos
It was really tough for me this year,going through promos was 10 times worse than going through o levels. Next year im gonna face the A levels..im so not looking forward to it after going throught promos. I hardly got any sleep during promos,every day i only sleep about a couple of hours,not to mention days when i got PW and i don't get any sleep at all. And for those who knew me in secondary school,you guys would probably know that i sleep very very early,latest 10.30pm,even o levels,i slept at 10pm. So you can probably imagine the hell i went through during this time.

PW
My PW group is not the perfect group i expected. In the beginning,i already expected that the group would have problems and i thought i could handle them,but it was tough. My group members Marc,Chad,Clarissa and Vivian,well,after going through so much(sometimes because of them),i still thank God that i got them as my group members,not matter how much pain they put me through..haha,you must think im crazy,but no,im not. As much pain i went through,i had just as much fun. It was fun during meetings,though we always end up gossiping,i got to understand these four friends better. Not matter how much problems we had,we solved them anyway. This group is strange,they do things last minute but they can still get the job done faster than other groups,up till now,i still can't believe i got through pw with this group,even mr ng had his doubts! XD So thanks guys! :) I never got to thank you properly!

ODAC
I got one thing to say,which is,i never regret joining this cca. Without this cca,i would have really really suffered in school. At the start,after the trials,my first thought was,"OMG,why did i even think of joining this cca,i want to quit" I end up not quitting,i still do not know what changed my mind.I went through alot with my friends in ODAC. One of the most memorable event would definitely be the ODAC Hongkong Trip recently. :):)It's got to be the best trip ever! I got to know some of my friends and teachers better. Hahaha..this trip,it really reminded me that i got an injured knee that is not completely healed,it really brought trouble for me and my group. I really didn't know if i could complete the trek or not. I was really anxious about it. But mr yaw and my group alpha really helped me alot,mr yaw lent me his knee guard and my friends split my load among themselves,at one point,mr yaw and raymond took turns carrying my already lightened bag. I felt like a burden in the group. I'm thankful that i got such wonderful and caring friends and teachers. Even at night at camp,the girls helped me when i couldn't really move about. When the trek was over,i really felt that i have accomplished something,not just the distance,but i felt i have accomplished even more what i expected. Before,i felt like i didn't belong anywhere,but im glad i joined the ODAC family:) ODAC has become a big part of my life. The friends i make will be the friends i have for life. I'm gonna work harder so that i won't be a burden them so much anymore.

Taiwan
An overseas trip with my family after such a long long time! I really enjoyed it,bought lots of stuff there,miss jewel like mad during my time in taiwan. I was also missing my friends. Even though i was miles away in taiwan,my heart was still in singapore. Thinking about the odacians at chalet..this year's gb camp...4H's bbq...so many wonderful events and yet i couldn't be there.

So many things happened this year! Though i was tough,i was one of the best years of my life,thats for sure! Now im moving on to J2s,more still has to be done. I have a whole year ahead of me..new class,new friends,new experiences waiting for me. I hope i will be a wonderful year. My A levels are just ahead of me,im gonna work really hard for it. I want to get into a university next year,overseas or local,doesnt matter! :D:D

{ Tuesday, December 28, 2010 }

Tuesday, November 02, 2010.

Promos is over...

WR is over....

Chinese A level is over...

Left with Oral Presentation...

Life in PJC have been fun but tough as well especially during the exam and WR period,I remember sleeping very little during that time. And even after that period was over,i couldnt adjust back to the normal sleeping time. Haish,my promotional status have yet to be release..I really pray hard i promote. I hope i can,Mr Osman,be nice to me! Right now,im preparing for OP exam.

Sometimes in PJ, i can't helped but think about my secondary school friends in poly,JCs and sometimes in another country far far away. I can't helped but missed them. I feel so far away in PJ,i love all my new friends in PJ and im loving every moment with them. But sometimes,i wish i can be with my sec school friends again. I see my JC friends every day,but i can't see my sec school friends anymore,thinking about all those times with my friends,it really makes me feel lonely. Knowing that they are all together while i'm somewhere else is really...lonely. For example,Teacher's day? I was stuck at school while they were in Westwood taking photos. Oh well,can't be helped. I hope this holiday i will be able to go out with them at least once. Not just people from my class,but PR,GB as well? I'm so busy with school right now that its so difficult to spare a day...haish. Life is not always fair. I'll just have to be patient.

{ Tuesday, November 02, 2010 }

Tuesday, August 31, 2010.

Hey,im back after so many month.
Hmm..should i start blogging again? Is a bit of a hassle,maybe after the promos. Haha,everyone have stop coming to my blog since it has been dead for quite some time. Anyway,some update for now.

Currently,studying really hard the promotional exams. Hope i will do well,if not i feel that i have wasted my energy. I really really really want to promote,i have never wanted anything more. I want to spend many more happy days with my friends in ODAC. Last ODAC training before the exams start would be this friday. ODAC really brightens my JC life ;) Really glad i didn't give up on it,so now im not gonna give up on my promos. I promise my dad that i will pass everything and i intend to keep it. Anyways,wish me luck. :)

I will revive my blog right after promos ;) So till then,takecares everyone!

{ Tuesday, August 31, 2010 }

Monday, May 31, 2010.

GOOD BYE MAY, HELLO JUNE!

"Life without Sheena"says nick.I wonder what it will be like,geez,can't imagine,miss her already,hope she is doing alright ther.Said Farewell to her yesterday morning during adidas sundown.

Adidas Sundown was tiring,no sleep,have to sleep along the road?But the T-shirt was nice and we got $30 for volunteering.Our welfare was well taken care of,got snacks,ice-cream and even macdonald breakfast. Woots,adidas sundown was okay i guess!

{ Monday, May 31, 2010 }

Thursday, May 27, 2010.

One last hug.

"A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more.."

Forever is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so casually about a concept that we cannot even wrap our minds around? Sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our souls are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever.

Sheena,i don't know if you are reading my blog right now or have you read my sms. Hmm..im just gonna keep repeating my words to you. Cause by weekend,i might not be able to sms you one last time. I wish i could send you off but i guess that one last hug said everything. My heart was pumping really hard. My heart was breaking when i saw you standing at the bus stop with that sad little smile. I wish that the red light had come faster so that i got another minute with you. I don't know when i'm gonna see you again,all i know its gonna be a long time.

It's was the most memorable night. People who i have not seen for so long turned up to bid farewell to sheena and celebrate hazreena,jiazhong and vivienne birthday. It really felt like we were 4H'09 again. Everyone was so happy,laughing,catching up,taking photos. Some of the SCs also turned up to give their well wishes and presents to sheena. We made a book full of pictures. There is no gift we can ever give her that is valuable enough,so we decided,our memories together are worth more than anything else in the world.

We were all dreading to go home. Many gave hugs to sheena,some last words and we parted from the rest of group. We needed some alone time with close friends.Went to have ice cream at mcdonalds. We didn't talk much as we usually do. I guess we are at a loss of words.

Irene gave one last hug to sheena before she parted. Nick was just following us to the 187 lane. He seems uncertain, he doesn't want to leave yet. We stood there silently before i looked at the both of them and said,"What are you waiting for?Are you waiting for a kiss or what?" Hahaha,and the silence broke. We laughed. Sheena wanted a hug from nick,so they hugged and nick walked away and disappeared into the crowd. It was left with me and sheena. She was complaining about being embarrassed by the balloon. Haha,i was doing the same on our second last ride on bus 187. I know we didn't have much time before sheena alights,its only a short ride. We talked briefly and the stop before sheena alights,we hugged each other tightly,before we part.

Sheena said,"When i want the traffic light to be green,its always red,now i want it to red,it turns green." I wished the light had turned red,it will give me another minute with sheena and that's worth alot knowing that it will be a long time before i see her again. I don't know what lies in the future,but i know we're see each again. I guess bus 187 is very special to us cause that's how we really got closer as friends as we know more about each other. The bus trip back is our alone time together. You hear my complains,cheer me up when im sad,we gossiped,we laughed, and the list goes on. It was you and me at first,then irene joined and it was the three of us. We had fun together,studying for Os,lunch at jp and kenny's cafe. Thank both of you when i needed help in my studies. Really thank you. Then came nicholas,we got closer during the class chalet last year,then it was the four of us(sometimes including jianzhong and bahrul).We went on outings such as the science centres,lunch after school has ended even after we have started school and nick is still busy getting fat during his holidays. Even as we separate,whether to different jcs, to poly or even to another country,we're always be the best of friends,no matter what.

ps.Thanks for being a big part of life. I will never ever forget you. I enjoyed every moment with you. Our time together was only a short 2years,and you are leaving for i don't know how long. Sometimes,life is just so unfair,i wished we had more time together. You are finally going back home to india,though we are million of miles away,know that i will always be thinking about you. Love you always,i will miss you,take cares Sheena! Sorry i couldn't send you off.

Share all your stories in India with me when you come back.Till then..Farewell.

Ps.(again) i will upload the photos when i have more time. The photos are uploaded in stanley's facebook by the way.

Bye for now~

{ Thursday, May 27, 2010 }

Thursday, May 20, 2010.

15May
I have passed out from GB 1 year ago and here i am going back for Juniors farewell.I wish you guys all the best in your O levels! Thanks for all the hard work these few years,especially last year after the seniors step down.Love you guys,do your best in your exams. :D I'll be rooting for you.

I'll never forget my time in GB,those were some of the best days of my life.I have made wonderful friends that i will never forget. I have never regretted joining girls' brigade.

{ Thursday, May 20, 2010 }

Thursday, May 13, 2010.

{ Thursday, May 13, 2010 }

Thanks everyone! This year's birthday was the best ever. Thank especially those who celebrated with me, sheena,nick,irene,joycelyn,jianzhong,cindy,xueyi,aaron and stanley.Thanks guys!And also to everyone who has wished me happy birthday on facebook,hp,and in school!Hahaha,really suprise me this year! :D:D I have AWESOME FRIENDS!!

Ps. The balloon is still flying. My dog loves the presents as much as i do :D