Tuesday, February 24, 2009.

Take a break for now.
Just finished 3 common test during the past 2 days.Physics was okay i guess,and E maths and Social Studies weren't bad either.Had physics test after running in the rain,i was totally drenched.Thanks to SOMEBODY called SHEENA!!!Make us all go to kenny,end up only buy waffles,i didn't even buy anything for crying out loud.-.- and i got wet in the end.Social studies,stayed up till 11pm because there were 2 parts that Mdm had told us to read,end up only tested fall of venice?What the heck!!!ARRRHHHH!!My brain going to burst,not sure if its going to last the year.Got to work hard for chemistry,i know i can do it.Economics too,haven't been paying attention to it.Got to catch up more on my various subjects.

I really hope my friends will be friends again.Just want them to be happy.It's not worth it to just throw away 2 years of friendship when you still got the chance to solve the problem.

Labels: friendsforlife.

{ Tuesday, February 24, 2009 }

Friday, February 20, 2009.

Came back early today.
Every since the start of this year,me and xueyi were not as close as we use to be but of course she is still my best friend,we just don't talk as much as we use to.We use to hang out alot together and confide in each other.Today she talked to me during recess which never happened till today.Tell the truth,i was kind of glad?Okay,nevermind that,had loads of fun with her and Sheena.Both of them team up against me,they GOOD!Bully me!!

Both of them have been kind of stressed by many things and its good to see them laughing,even though the joke is on me.Xueyi whacked me on the leg like 5 times,she should thank me that i never hit back,cause if i did,haha..I love seeing my friends laugh and smile,it makes me feel very happy.This year,my last year with all of them and im gonna treasure every moment i spent with them.

Hmm..not a day goes by when im not thinking about them.But i really doubt they remember the friendship we shared.Didn't we say about almost a year ago,we started out together,we will end together.But guess not,it was kind of sad to hear what xueyi said during recess.Please don't let go the friendship you guys have forged,i know all of you have been much closer than i ever have been with you guys.

ps.always hoping.never give up!

Labels: myhope.

{ Friday, February 20, 2009 }

Monday, February 16, 2009.

Today went home with xueyi,its been a long time since i did that,went to pearl delight.We catched up alot and crapped alot together.Being with her feels like i have turned back the clock.We talk about many important things and it made me realise how much i miss friends..I know its no use saying it now,but i still miss my them,they use to be the people turning my frowns into smiles.Now we are like total stangers.I use to feel left out in the group,and as time went by,it didn't help in our friendship.Now history is repeating itself,i had hope it will never again,but it has,im not the one going through it,but my 2 good friends.I can do nothing to help them but can only advise that they treasure their friendship and not repeat what had happen to me.They always fail to realise,this is the second time it has happen and still they don't understand why.I know its not my business anymore but i can't stand seeing my 2 good friends getting the same treatment because i went through it before.What happen to the cheerful and caring friends i use to know,those friends who treated everyone well,friends who everyone likes.Now look at you guys?what has made you so proud and oblivious.I really don't know.We are in sec4,our last year,i don't want to regret anything i have done.Hazirah,my best friend in Brunei emailed me many times and she always holds this belief that we will be friends again,she always asks and hopes that our friendship will be back the way it was.

Labels: imissthem.

{ Monday, February 16, 2009 }

Saturday, February 14, 2009.

Labels: goodtimes.

{ Saturday, February 14, 2009 }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISHI!!!!
Hope you have a blessed birthday,may all you wishes come true.Sorry i didn't go for your birthday today,but i hope you enjoy your special day.
This image from my dearest friend from Brunei(:
Sure miss her loads.Happy valentine's day to all my friends.

{ Saturday, February 14, 2009 }

Tuesday, February 10, 2009.

JUST HERE TO WISH ALL MY CLASSMATES WHO ARE RUNNING GOOD LUCK.LAST RACE,MAKE IT SOMETHING TO REMEMBER,WE'RE BE CHEERING YOU ON.4HITOTSU NO AI,ALL THE WAY!!!!!!JIAYOU,JIAYOU!!

Labels: 4H'09

{ Tuesday, February 10, 2009 }

Friday, February 06, 2009.

To my classmates,
I love all of you,each one of you are so unique and special,that's what made 3Hahaha!I miss the time we laughed,we played.I read Sheena's blog,and she's right,what happened?We may be 4 Hitotsu no ai now but 3Hahaha is apart of us and it will always be.Why did we name ourselves 3hahaha in the first place,its because we loved to laugh right,we joked around.In spite of all the stress,at the end of the day,we still end up laughing.Remember what Ms Harti,Mr Kumar said to us.Treasure the time we have left as a class.Once our time is up,it will never come back.Come back 3H,it doesn't feel like 3H anymore.Remember what Mrs Tan said about us always"hehehaha"always laughing at what she said and Mrs Thio asking why our class is always so happy.

3H is not lost,Wednesday,Sports day,its the last time we can show the school how much class spirit we have.12 of our classmates are competing in the 10x200m and musical chairs.The rest of us are going to be cheer them out.Lets make our last race,a race to remember.4H,it won't work if only a few of us do it,all of us must do it.Bring out the class spirit we showed during adventure camp okay?The cheers and everything,3hahaha(heartyangels),4Hitotsunoai,let's show them how we are really like.4H,we can do it,WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER,NO ONE IS ALONE.

Remember those days,those cheers,those laughs.

Hearty angels,can we do it?
hearty angels,yes we can!

3 HA HA HA we like to laugh, and we are from 3haha

HOHOHO vitamin B...(the advertisment)

We save Nan kai,we save Nan Kai
We save Nan Kai kai kai kai kai kai
...
We want the key
give us the key
we want the key key key key key.

I remember most of it i guess but not all.
Some of it we're going to do it during sports day along with

4H runners run ah run
4H runners run like mad
4H runners chiong chiong chiong
4H runners chiong AHHH!!

and many others.(:(:
So 4H,please come back.

Labels: 4H'08united.

{ Friday, February 06, 2009 }

I'm afraid okay?Not for myself,but for my classmates,really i am.I don't know what to do.I can't help but feel upset and angry.Let me tell you something,i was ready to forgive you,but now i can't,not yet.So many classmates going to get in trouble and i can't helped but be afraid for them.Don't you realise what the consequences are.Oh yes,you can apologise and all that,but how is it going to help us?I ask you,its gone way too far.Your apologies to anyone won't help in any way.For some of us,the consequences will be severe.at the end of the day,we are still getting in trouble for something we stood up for,its just going to ruin us.Don't tell us that what we did was wrong,we were just standing up for ourselves.I agree that we are at fault and might have gone too far with our comments.For that i apologise.

Is this what you wanted the outcome to be.Sorry if we hurt your feeling or anything,from the bottom of my heart,sorry,but we have feelings too and we are also hurt by some of the posts.You got no idea right,be more aware of the people around you.Everyone will show you respect if you do the same to them,change your attitude and people will like being friends with you,its will be easier for them to approah you.Trust me okay,this is only advice i can give you.Hope you understand,that we didn't mean it to happen this way.But im not sure im ready to forgive you yet but im willing to try.I just pray and hope everyone will be okay and this problem will be resolved soon.4H!We're face it together,no one will face it alone.

Thank you joycelyn for comforting me,Esther,Sheena and Sheridin too.
Thanks XiuZhen,you're a great friend.I'm so lucky to have met you.

ps.Stop adding oil to the fire!

Labels: i'm scared(4H, we're face it together)

{ Friday, February 06, 2009 }

Monday, February 02, 2009.

Yesterday went to choy yi's house after tuition to "LO HEI" <--not sure if i got the spelling right.While waiting,studied for econs test,and doing A maths,Marcus helped me a little.How was i suppose to concentrate with all my cousins screaming and lauging while playing the nintendo wii,they were playing the boxing game.HAHA,sure was funny watching,snowie keep snuggling up to me and begging to play with her,super cute but i got really distracted,she licked my face and sat on my textbook,same as jewel when she wants me to play with her.Tsktsk!

{ Monday, February 02, 2009 }

Sunday, February 01, 2009.

Yesterday Gb,sec1s came in,it was fun i guess.Hmm..after gb went home with shinyi.We talked and we talked.Long time never spend time with her,glad i got the chance.Talk how things have change and how some people change.It's like you don't know them anymore.I thought i was the only one feeling that way.Haish,i wish time would just stop and wind back.You don't know what its like.I may be surrounded by friends and classmates but i feel alone inside.Maybe because,i can never look forward and because its my last year in Westwood and im not enjoying it at all,everyday i just feel depressed by everything.Shinyi know what its like to be a subsitute,an alternatives.We are not subsitutes,we are suppose to be friends,why is she treating us like that?She never cares anymore,and i can never confide in her anymore.Things really change.I have not talked to them since 2 months ago,which seems ages ago.

*my only wish is to be with them,thats all i ever ask but my wish is meaningless cause i know it will never come true.

{ Sunday, February 01, 2009 }