Thursday, July 31, 2008.

I'm so freaking tired can?
Everyday have to stay back for some event.Haish,tomorrow got NDP parade again,can die?I these few days not feeling well,my head spinning.I very scared at parade faint. :( how?
And another thing,i hope zisong and haikal will solve their problem soon.Please be okay,today they talk to sir for so long,problem still not solved.Oh well,i just have to wait and see.
Nothing to say,just had Fd rehearsal,super tiring.My hand pain.(YOU should know why!)Xueyi make zisong the specs spoil.Haiyo.Later got revenge,make xueyi run here run there.

Well,byebye!

{ Thursday, July 31, 2008 }

Sunday, July 27, 2008.

FAREWELL PART Y @ JURONG LAKE PARK!

Yesterday we had a farewell party at jurong lake park.As you all know Ms Tay and Ms Song is leaving,or rather they have already left westwood.Ms Tay leaving next sunday for Japan.Ms Song,she is no longer teacher but doing some ministry work,helping others.I wish them all the best.Time sure flies,Ms tay was my form teacher for a year,without her,i don't think any of us,meaning the 6 of us from 1h,would have join gb in the first place.Ms Song,she taught us Maths for 2 years,im grateful for her,teaching us and setting us a firm foundation on our maths.Ms Tay taught me English and Literature,which i scored very well thanks to her.They brought alot of joy during gb,yes they nag,they scold,but they were all for our own good.Gb would not have gone so far without them.Now we have to find another person to play the guitar now that ms song left.Haish,i wish i could turn back the clock.Now alot things happening in gb,i don't really want to talk about it,gb is not the cca that i joined in sec1,its no longer the fun,the united cca i once knew.Now it is empty,no other words to describe it.For the sake of Ms Tay,Ms Song,my dad(who told me to stay committed to gb even if things went bad),i try my best to stay committed to gb.I really hope everything change for the better.The bonds we shared the last 2 years is another thing that is holding me back.The farewell party didn't really go well cause not everyone was there.Well,that's all i have to say.

Here are some photos i took

GB GIRLS!

Xueyi trying not to cry

xueyi kissing the pole?

Xueyi and Ms Tay!<3

Jiachyi acting cute

ps.I hope you reflect upon what you have done.You will regret it one day.It was their last day and all you thought about was yourself.You are the person i knew,you were once a caring and cheerful person who never fails to cheer someone up when they are down.Even when things went bad,you always knew what to do.

THANK YOU MS TAY AND MS SONG FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE!WE'RE MISS YOU!BON VOYAGE MS TAY!

Bye for now~

{ Sunday, July 27, 2008 }

Back to blogging.My blog has been dead for quite some time,dead even before the brunei trip XPWell,im going to update everything so far.Start with Brunei trip.
Brunei trip was fun i guess.

Hazirah,Fathiyah,(my buddies)Munirah(xueyi's) and Anidah(haikal's).Miss them so much.

First day,went to school as normal,but dragging a luggage and wearing lime green shirt.Still went for duty.When we left,the whole school watching us leave.Went to changi airport,xueyi very scared of the plane.First time take plane.Daddy came to see me off.On the plane,my plane buddy was haikal,terrible,he kept disturbing me about the food,very irritating.When we reached briunei,my head very dizzy,feel very sick.Reached the school,we suppose to find a budy.Lily was suppose to be my buddy but i lost her after that,so hang out with xueyi and munirah.During the talk by the teachers,i felt very terrible,had fever.Zisong helped me take medicine from Mdm,thanks zisong.Felt better and i met hazirah.Can't remember everything.Went for night tour then we went to shopping mall.Walked around with Zisong,Xueyi and Haikal.Went to supermarket buy food.Check in to hotel.Watched HBO and ate cup noodle.Xueyi like maid,walking here and there,doing this and that while i was lying on the bed resting.Haha.

4 power rangers!<3

2nd day.Went back to the school.Group discussions.Met Fathiyah.Later had a tour around.Haikal and Zisong were forced to eat the delicacies and haikal felt like he was pregnant.HAHA.Our brunei friends laugh at him.Cannot remember what happen after we left the school.Each time,me,xueyi,haikal,zisong and brandon would visit the supermarket.Terrible,buy so much food.At night,wanted to have party but got cauht by mr kumar.(before he came out he was....topless).So end up,the guys went back to their rooms.

Xueyi and me!

3rd day.Never go to the school.Tour about in brunei.Alot of things happened.I very emo and sick.Bought presents for my buddies.I also reallised the feeling of lonliness.At night got the preparations for the next day performance.Props people all very poor thing,have to mend alot things.Thanks to Siang yee,we manage to get the boat up.The rest of the props people mended other things.Felt unwell that time.We went back to our rooms very late.Props people very angry with the way we are treated.Nevermind,don't want to talk about it.

4th day.Had to wake up super early.So tired.Went for the Sultan's birthday.The padang was very crowded.After that went back to the school.Our last day with our new friends.Very sad that we had to leave them.I will never forget them.We took photos with our friends.Finally when it was time to go back.All of us can't bear to leave.The brunei students,some of them were crying.I would want to come back to visit them one day.I miss them and will always remember them.Went to the airport.On the plane,at first sitting with siang yee but he must change back to his original place.I was very very very lonely.I sat alone.Mr Faizah sat one seat away with the middle seat empty.Meant for huishi actully but she was sitting with zisong and xueyi:(Oh well,i felt like crying when i sat there and i looked out of the window reflecting about everything that has happened.When we arrived at Singapore,i felt better a little i guess.Took last photo with Zisong,Xueyi and Haikal.Thanks for a great trip guys..Went home and i slept,next day still had gb.

ps.I met new friend like brandon,the twins(don't know how to spell their name) and vanessa! and many many more

last goodbye,Hazirah and Fathiyah<3

Bye for now~

{ Sunday, July 27, 2008 }

Friday, July 11, 2008.

Late day at school today cause of concert last night.Went for briefing.My mood not so good.Already very tired and angry.Went back to class.Had PE,played captain's ball which was,fun?Anyways,after that went for recess.Feeling unwell,head very dizzy,bad headache.Not only that,something happened that really made me....-1 word,mad.If it was you,how would you feel??How can you be so irresponsible??Went back to class,2 periods very fast end.After school,changed to national tee.Went to buy cheese fries and sat down to chat with Xueyi and Haikal,then Haikal went to buy his wax.Zisong came out looking for him and he show off his wax to him to make Zisong jealous.GB start at 2pm.CCA was not fun at all,super tiring because didn't feel well,but nevermind.Pity Esther,jiayou esther,you can do it.Commanding not easy at all,wish you all the best.And to corporal BEK HWAXIANG ALL THE BEST && Good luck on Monday when you say the speech. :) Tomorrow still have to go school for brunei rehearsal at 8.30pm.Tomorrow get my sergent rank.

Now at home,still feeling a little sick.

I'm tired of this.I want out.I'm really tired.You are not me,you won't understand how i feel about all this.Say what you want,i don't care anymore.I really don't. :(

Bye for now~

PS.A leader is someone whom others is willing to follow.

Labels: -Sick;Tired-

{ Friday, July 11, 2008 }

Wednesday, July 09, 2008.

Hey!
Okay,today learning festival.This morning,someone scolded tianluck,stupid,what did he do?You don't have throw you tantrums around just because you not happy with something.Will you like it if you were treated this way?Anyways,went for latecomers duty.This morning RAIN,so cold.Ahem,okay,latecomers,i got nothing to say.Zisong tell me to look at something and my first reaction was "OMG".After that went to AVA.Had movie presentation from each class.The 3F the Arun(i don't know how to spell his name),he so dark then i cannot see his face,his presentation also very funny.Later got someone during the presentations,he farted in the ENCLOSE room,so LOUD.Okay,speechless.Later got external sports.Took in-line skating.The stupid Ali,Haikel and Fuhong keep showing me....(ok,my mind is already polluted before,thanks to CHUA ZISONG AND AMIRUL HAIKAL)Shake head.After school went to police station to make report about her stolen items,including shujun the things.Me,Zisong and Haikel sit there for 20 minutes,spend most of the time crapping.Went for lunch at gek poh kpoitiam.Xueyi went back and started eating first.She want challenge who can finish first.I slowly eat,end up still win her.Haha!XDWalked to bus stop with them,then took bus home.Tomorrow going concert with them.Yay!

You all are so irresponsible and complacent.Ok fine,its my fault.It's my fault for trying to help.Thanks for nothing.I try my best and all i hear is complains about me,only xueyi was there to offer help. :(

I'm on the verge of giving up.The only thing that is holding me back is our friendship that lasted so long and well.Whenever i see you all,i feel very sad and my heart hurts alot.If only i can turn back the clock..I cannot take it anymore.

ps.Can't wait for tomorrow. :)

Labels: ilovePOWERRANGERS~

{ Wednesday, July 09, 2008 }

Tuesday, July 08, 2008.

Yo people!
Today go back to school,temperature taking.The principals wearing the stupid mask,like as if there is an outbreak of SARS or bird flu -.-lll then those students who never bring thermometer,all never dig their ears.Zisong say like honey like that,can see yellow yellow thing on the plastic thing,so gross.Then got one sec1 boy come and say his thermometer dropped into the drain,first time i hear this kind of excuse.Went to class late so no need to do CME assessment but need to go home do. -.- && change duty,haikel doing class duty and i pair up with Lena to do Latecomers!!!(yay!my pens are saved from haikel)Another bad thing happened in class.The class split up to go for econs and bio.Someone came into our class.3 of our classmates lost their money,wallet and handphone(approve by school and got vallid reason).Some of our bags were opened.Who stole our classmate's things,can you please return.Our class no longer safe,must be more careful.My friends super sad and worried about their lost things.Xueyi is one of them who's things were stolen.I hope she will find her valuables soon.We only found out that the things were missing after recess.Anyways,after school go on field trip to supreme court.Xueyi rushed to call her parents but no one pick up so went to tell ms nithiya since we saw her.She lent xueyi her handphone to sms her mum.No time for lunch.Left class at 12.30pm.Went supreme court,quite interesting but very boring.Zisong and me keep disturbing and poking xueyi.Messing her hair.Came back to school then go home.Xueyi and Zisong walked home so i took bus back myself.Tomorrow no lesson,sweeeeeet!Heh!

bye for now~
ps.Haish,im still thinking about them. :( when will i get over it. I don't know.

{ Tuesday, July 08, 2008 }

Monday, July 07, 2008.

I really don't want to think about it but i can't help it.Why is this happening?I keep asking myself.Why have you both change so much?Why?why?Why have you become like this?I feel so sad and i can't tell you the truth or tell you what im really feeling about all this.We used to be so close,we have been friend for so long.I don't know how i put up with you both. :(( I feel so confused and sad.I don't want to to lose you both,both of you have been so great,why change all of sudden.You don't know the whole truth.You guys used to be the one cheering me up and joking around with me and laughing.Good times?I can't face you all now,i hope you understand.I'm tired,angry and sad.Feelings all mixed up.Usually angry and disappointed.Last week was the worst week i ever gone through.I may be smiling but really,im just faking a smile infront.I really hope you change for the better,that's all i can say.I can never forgive myself if i one day i can no longer talk or face them.I hope we stay friends.Sorry for everything.I just can't take it anymore.I keep thinking about you both and it just pains me,all those times we had,are those fiction,did they really happen,i no longer believe that they do :(

I'm blessed to have so many great friends,Xueyi,Zisong,Haikel and Fuhong especially,including xiaofen,and gb friends and many many others and i don't want to lose any of them.

ps.Tomorrow is another day. Haish...

{ Monday, July 07, 2008 }

Yesterday super late then go home.Went to Aunt's place for family gathering.Porklark party,all my family bring spicy food,curry fish head,curry chicken,penarakan food,and mutton etc.My mouth still burning a little.Later had durians,yummy.So long never eat,all my cousins eat like hungry wolfs.My aunt is getting married soon so the gathering was meant for fellowship and wedding preparations.I got 2 jobs during the wedding.Backup Singer and Usher i think together with karina. -.-lll also when wedding is nearer i need to go help decorate church.My brother is the pageboy,haha!He is not going to like it.First time attending wedding.Going to new addition to my family.Its going to be weired having someone new in the family.Anyways,I WANT HTC PHONE.So nice can,Marcus show me his phone,so slim and dark.I want!I want!&& so many functions.So clear,i kept playing with it.I want throw away my phone and get his phone :(( Xiaofen sms ask me go library with her,i told her see how.Haish,nevermind,went home like 11 plus,watched midnight show with my brother and dad till 1 plus then go sleep.

Next morning,woke up at 10 plus?My mum spilled milo on my roti prata.Xiaofen keep asking my go library with her,in the end, i agreed.Met her at 2.30pm.Weimeng,Siwei,Dickson,Daniel and Junwei also got go.So stupid,xiaofen get the a maths worksheet 1 week before me and i already handed it up to mdm lau,she still havent even finish the first question.Some stupid shots,i secretly take. :P

WeiMeng acting cool

Dickson carrying everyone's bags,he want to leave but no one is leaving yet.Stupid,he swing xiaofen's bag and took out to show the chicken she was hiding in her bag.Tsk,all so childish.

XiaoFen's A Maths Homework. -.-lll

Okay,walked with xiaofen to her block.We saw alot of westwoodians at jp.Waited for 157,while waiting,enjoying iceball.Coool and yummy.Hehe. :)) had fun today.
Well,that's all for now.

Bye for now~
ps.Can't wait for power rangers outing! :))

Labels: ilovePOWERRANGERS~

{ Monday, July 07, 2008 }

Saturday, July 05, 2008.

Today went to school so early,carrying the 5 spears.Okay,i only attended worship before me,xueyi and huishi zoom for brunei briefing.Yay,im so excited about this trip even though i just went cambodia last month.Haha,mostly because of my friends.Xueyi,Haikel and Zisong going too,its going to be a fun trip.If only Fuhong got go,then all the power rangers would be together.I can't wait.Going to take loads of photos to put in the black book. :) Okay,had the briefing at the MRL.Today got 2 badges,yay!!Finally got my senior pin.*smiles.Rainy day and the security guard went for lunch,backgate close.End up walk in the rain.Xueyi change to slippers and gb tee,tsktsk,then rush out of school,she super scared get caught.That Haikel and Zisong sand you "you raise me up" and another song in the rain.Crazy fellas.Then we all wet wet,the guys style their hair?Okay,we walked to the bus stop and took but to JP.Xueyi thought she was out of the woods when Mrs Chow came and open the backgate -.-Saw ALOT of teachers,ms fong etc. Xueyi super freaked out and ran far far to hide,luckily 2 buses came and she rush on the 2nd one.Then she alighted the bus and left her wallet,hp and bag with her.The guys asked,"I wonder how she can survive without her wallet and hp?"Then they bluff her say they will meet at Mac,end up,the guys went watson to buy get,all look the same to me,i don't get it.Then went to find xueyi,she hiding next to mac.Went LJS to eat.Saw travis,one of the adventure camp instructor.After that went home,parted with them,the bus stop no 187,end up took 157 then bus 11. -.-Today very happy.(...but im still upset and angry by something,sorry to say,haish)

bye for now~
ps.i legs hurt alot. :(

{ Saturday, July 05, 2008 }

Thursday, July 03, 2008.

Okay,i let my blog rot for 5 days,what to do,busy busy.

Tuesday

Morning,wow,so many latecomers.After school,went to AVA for A maths.Confirm die,so hard. :( i don't know went then i can pass my a maths.Anyways,after that,went to MRL,for brunei breifing.Found out that haikel is the narrator(the person in charge).Haha,good luck to him.Xueyi and Zisong had EXCO meeting so never go briefing.Later went to find them.Slack at SC room after that.We kept aiming the masking tape at each other.I made Haikel lose his father's day,wakakaka,not my fault.^^

Wednesday
Nothing much to update.Super angry and pissed by some people.Hate their attitude.

Thursday
Today late day,and suprisingly only 7 people late.Not bad.Then went back class.Alot of bad things happen.Don't really want to recall,what's over,its over,no point brooding over it.But of course i was sad at first but after that okay.Ater school had brunei briefing,haish,nevermind,i won't say.

Friday
Came school,very moody.(cannot say again)PE,super tired,never stretched then must run,some more i was doing latecomer duty then i rush to class cause i want run again.My timing improve by 1 minute plus.Again,angry about something.Alot of things keep happening,only xueyi and shihong knows everything.Then went for recess.2 more periods of e maths after that.Never listen to mr chan,rushing A maths homework and studying Social studies.Test ended at 1.20pm.After that rush to change to gb attire.Never eat,then see the time,then change time to 2pm.Me and xueyi very angry then went out buy cheese fries,then went to buy bamboo pole for props.Alot of things happened today in school and gb.My feeling are all over the place.Tired,angry,sad....etc. Haish.

Thats all for now

Bye for now~

ps.No words to describe what i'm feeling right now :(

{ Thursday, July 03, 2008 }