Tuesday, September 30, 2008.

Today English paper 1,exams have started.Haish,no time to blog anymore.
Things are going well?i don't know really.
Anyways,
today after school,went to study with shihong,jiazhong and fionn and je.Weired thing,shihong never went to je library before -.-lll.Went to study ss and chem.But we only stayed untill 2 so we only studied ss.After that,so fast,went to take neoprints.Super fast,less that 15mins inside?All of us keep screaming and shouting -.-lll Childish.Haha,but im one of them,what can i say. ^^
It was fun,then took 198 then i walked home.Studied chemistry when i came home.This week is going to be terrible.Thursday-a maths tutionn,friday-extra chem tuition.Haish,really hope i can do well in this exams,i don't want disappoint myself and my parents. :/ very scared for exams.

ps.stressed

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{ Tuesday, September 30, 2008 }

Friday, September 26, 2008.

Hey all,

Today Farewell Assembly for our sec4 seniors.Going to miss my gb seniors:Priscilla,Yan ni,Cherrie,Yunying,Yin Bin,EeLing.And some other seniors like Shanheng.I wonder what it will be like on our own Farewell Assembly :/ i sure will miss my friends.And if i don't get thing right now and wait tell our turn,i will regret it for life once we leave the school.Oh well,that will have to wait till after exams.But im afraid that if we wait to long till after exams,there will be no hope anymore.

Anyways,came across some photos taken during my gb Cambodia trip.I miss cambodia :( i want to go again next time if i have the chance.That 6 days 5 nights there was a memorable one and i will never never never forget them :) those children and their smile when they see us :)And the bond the 9thcoy girls who went shared,especially the sec3s :)

ps.Hope things get better.

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{ Friday, September 26, 2008 }

Wednesday, September 24, 2008.

Happy Birthday KOH XIAO FEN!

*Hope you have enjoyed your special day.May all your wishes come true,and may God Bless you on your birthday.Good luck for your exams :)

Haish,
I have hope that..nevermind.I have never treated the way you treat me you know,i really hate it.What have i ever done to you to make you treat me this way.I'm starting to regret everything that i have ever done for you.Don't bother about me anymore okay?Leave me alone.I just want to be alone,really.I finally understand what it feels like to lonely.Yes,i have classmates,i have my gb girls,they are all my friends and i can always count on them.Aren't friends suppose to understand each other and be there for each other and not let one another down?You don't know what you have just done.If my other friends did not tell me,i will never know what kind a person you are.It may have happened not recently but you did it and you make me very sad knowing that you said it behind my back to my other friends.I never did anything wrong,what's wrong with you,just because im not good at something,does not give you any reason to talk about it like its some kind of joke to say.I can't believe i ever trusted you and believed that you were my friend.You can never understand me and know what i am going through right now...

ps.left alone.

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{ Wednesday, September 24, 2008 }

Saturday, September 20, 2008.

Everything is peaceful for now.I promised xueyi that we will settle our problems after exams.Which i agree because exams are coming.Well,super scared and stress out by my exams:( Really hope i can do well.Xueyi,im not acting weired,don't think so much.Haish,everyday i go home alone,sometimes acompanied by Sheena :) today went back with her and irene.Now i understand that no matter how you miss the past,we have to look forward and hope things get better.Now i rather be left alone.

Xueyi-Don't give up on your A maths.Do your best.I wish you all the best in your exams.You didn't get top top 5 in sec1 and sec2 for nothing:)

Haikal-All the best in your E maths,i believe you can do it.You do so well in all your subjects,you can also do well in your maths :)

Zisong-You have to work hard and do your best in all your subjects.Believe in yourself.Good luck for your exams.:)

Fuhong-I'm not going to lose to you again in this examXD haha,all the best:)
ps.left alone.

bye for now~

{ Saturday, September 20, 2008 }

Wednesday, September 17, 2008.

Okay,i know my blog has been dead for a week?

Just Update a little.

Monday

Failed A maths by 1 mark.Got improve alot,but still fail.I hate mdm lathlita for for this,she told us only today that have coast test tomorrow,crap,i still got tuition,how am i supose to find time,this test confirm fail. :( Nevermind,work harder,i can pass,almost reaching it.Mrs Tan say must work harder,and i will.After school had lunch with liyin and fionn before i rush home for chemistry tuition.

Tuesday

During rev-up,ran vertical run with irene!Then later become chuenliang and nicholas join us,because of them,we finish vertical run quite early.After school went for lunch with a whole bunch of 3H people.Me,Fionn,Liyin,Irene,Shujun,Nankai,Weilun,James and Jonjoe,all of us ended up eating longjohn,packed up the whole stretch of tables.And i found out the truth behind the mystery of why JONJOE'S bag is so freaking heavy,inside full of books,full untill really cannot put anything else in.His reason,i want to tear my bag.Haha,he and james switch bag,james very stupid still carry for him all the way to jp.After lunch,me and fionn went to a shop near my house buy things then i took 187 back home.Reached home at 4.30pm,did A maths till 7 then have dinner,after dinner,continue studying physics.Sms jiayuan and marvin to meet next morning end up postpone till thursday cause jiayuan never reply my calls and messages.

Wednesday

Class time,ms harti talk to me again about my studies.Then later Mr Samuel come,he come find me cause i never send him the write-ups.Not my fault,i don't have your email.End up he wrote his email big big all the way up my arm so that i won't forget.Mr samuel,you good!I'm so getting back at you for this XD.Later got Mrs Tan lesson,found out my overall CA results,actually supose to wait till mdm come back but i wanted to see.Then when she come,my classmates shouted,"Melissa come back!" I never hear,then my class start laughing,because they were referring to both me and mrs tan.Haha!Anyways,my overall improve by alot.I will continue to work harder,i want to make my dad proud by passing all my subjects:) i can do it!After school,went lunch with xiaofen,took bus with elton and jing yu.I swear,both of them cannot finish a sentence with a vugarities insideAccompany her take her specs.Went home after lunch.Dad took me to library and popular just now :) finish studying,scared e maths tomorrow >.<

bye for now~good night!

p.s Where are they?

{ Wednesday, September 17, 2008 }

Thursday, September 11, 2008.

Hey guys,

this is probaly one of my last post before the exams.

First week back was okay i guess,im more focus in class now,as for my friends,our relationship is only neutral.Haish,but then again,i see the change in them.I really see the old friends i knew back then.I just want to everything to be the way it was before.Thank them alot.:)Life seem better i guess.

Oh and one more thing,Dajie going to NS tomorrow,going to miss him.Thank him for giving me alot of advice,i will keep them in mind.Hope we can go out when you are free,but of course after exams.Maybe you are right,things that are not given to me,maybe God is trying to protect me from getting hurt.

I'm a follower of others,always in others shadow.Nothing else.So many questions not answered.So many probems yet to be solved..

Well,GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS ESPECIALLY 3H FOR EYE :)

bye for now~
ps.I have always believe that if you all could change,you all could change back.

{ Thursday, September 11, 2008 }

Tuesday, September 09, 2008.

Happy Belated Birthday to JONJOE ONG!-8September!
My longest friend,this is the guy i knew since don't know when,but longer than anyone i have known:) Haha,same primary school,same church,now same secondary school some more same class Jonjoe,you are a great friend!You are funny in your own way,haha!I hope you have enjoyed your special day!

Celebrate yourself!
You are a unique creation of God.
In all the world,
there's no one else like you...
Praise God for all the gifts
He gave the world
when he created you.

Happy birthday Jonjoe!

Happy Birthday to TEO LIYIN!-9September!
Today is your special day!Ending very soon in like 3 hours...
My classmate for 3 years!
Haha,glad that i have another year with you,a little bit sian hor?
Though we not so close this year even though we are in the same class,
Sorry if i never really spend time crapping and hanging out with you like i use to last year.
BUT i will never forget those wild times we had together,those were one of the best times of my life.
Really!Thanks for all the fun and laughter you have brought :)
I love TEOLIYIN.
Have a blessed birthday!

Bye for now~
ps.Things are looking up :)

{ Tuesday, September 09, 2008 }

Sunday, September 07, 2008.

Okay,this holiday hasn't been really a holiday.I spent most of my time studying.I now have 3 tuitions a week.Haish,i cannot go out or anything until after exams.Alot of things have been taken away from me really.Yesterday suppose to have gb meeting for sec3s to plan for upcoming camp,but mum and mdm don't allow me go.This holiday,the only thing i had was the SANA course.Other than that,im at home with a textbook or assessment book infront of me.

Alot of things on my mind right now.I'm stuck and don't know what to do.Tomorrow is the first day of new term,there will be alot of changes,some teachers will be approaching,i bet.I really thought i could go out with my friends at least once this holiday.Last holiday was great,having lots of fun with my friends though we wanted to have an outing but thanks to obs,everyone was just too tired for it.I guess that day will never come? :/
Maybe everything that has happened so far is suppose to get me to focus back on what is important in my life.

ps.Back to reality.Starting afresh~
bye for now~

{ Sunday, September 07, 2008 }

Wednesday, September 03, 2008.

I finally understand the meaning of failure and i must brave through all the setbacks i have faced,and i know now that many people around me care alot about me,my friends,parents,teachers.Thank them all for supporting me.My parents are disappointed,yes,but i think they have accepted it and moved on too.I've learned to move on too.I'm really going to hit the books and study hard for EYE,my aim is to pass all subjects.I know i can do it.

Today went for SANA course.Was late,made everyone for 9th and 17th coy to wait.Sorry! >.<
but don't linger in the past,
mourning for the "good old days."
God's presence was with you,
each moment of those day,
and i know He filled your life with blessings-
but He is also with you today
And He has a storehouse
of blessing He still waits
to give you in the future.

*Something i got out from a book.

Do you think we can start afresh?
Its not that i don't want.
Tell the truth,i've been waiting for that day.
But will it be the same?i ask.
How i wish i can tell you everything.
I really want to,
but i can't bring myself to do it.
If you can change,
I believe you can change back.
Change is something we cannot stop.
Change can be good and it can be bad.
I hope you know what you are changing to be.
I can only hope that one day,
we will be able to be REALLY together again.

ps.Ready?
bye for now~

{ Wednesday, September 03, 2008 }

Monday, September 01, 2008.

Photos~

Last night went chinatown to see the fireworks and performance along the road,kind of like a chingay,just that celebrating mooncake festival.Took MRT to chinatown.

Woke up early today,went to school for social studies,chemistry and PE.Social Studies was fun,bought snacks to eat while watching movie at AVA room,tomorrow another movie.Mr Kumar so funny,he said off the lights.Then we off,pitch darkness,only light from projector.Later he say,"Wahh!Not so dark lah,i can't even see myself?!"My class laugh like hell when he said that.Haha,you know what i mean right?After class,went to chemistry lab for experiment,lab partner,xueyi.I tell you,i don't know how she going to take her S.P.A next year,half the time she is screaming and flapping her hands,if not playing with water?She do experiment until our whole bench wet,even swee yan's and siwei's bench were wet.She light up fire also stand very far,end up i light the bunsen burner for her.Later short break,then had PE experiment,group with fionn,siwei,sweeyan and shujun.First game against charmaine's group,second game,elton's group and later xiaofen's group.Fun i guess.I got 8/10 for PE which is good since i only spike one time and surf most of the balls for my team :) Haha,okay,later got friendly game,team up with chuenliang,fanying,cailing,xueyi and darren.So fun.Later another game,i become empire for 2 games,mostly between basketball guys,chuenliang,darren,lipyong(i think i spell wrong),etc.Okay,not so bad,standing there very dangerous,anytime,the ball will fly at you.The guys surf and play very nice.Like professional.After school,took bus with xueyi,wanted to go pearl delight but close so went to find my dad and sister at Mcdonalds near the CC.*Currently trying to find a super rare economics textbook* Later went JP buy my brother's black shoes for his concert performance on Sunday.Finally,went home.

Ps.How i wish everything can change back to the way it was.

{ Monday, September 01, 2008 }