Monday, October 27, 2008.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRUL HAIKAL!
Green Ranger:)May all your wishes come true!Finally 15,still so young.Enjoy your special day,wish i got a cake to smash your face and i can't give you 15 birthday bashes.You owe me 15.Wakakaka!Have a blessed birthday.Thanks for being always being there and being a great friend! :)Happy birthday.

{ Monday, October 27, 2008 }

CONGRATS CHOY YI! :)
2 days ago was my aunts wedding.I'm dead tired.
On 24th October,after school went to bukit batok,needed to help with the decoration,after this wedding,i never want to see another flower again.-.- my aunts keep laughing at me cause they say i was so miserable handling with the decorations which all need to use flowers.All we did was cutcutcutcut,pokepokepokepoke,snipsnip,snip,snip.We just sat there for hours and workworkwork.My aunt who was getting married went out to decorate herself while we were decorating the house.Anyways,we went back very late that day.
Next day woke up at 5plus and get ready for the big day,my aunt was so beautiful. *signs when i saw her my first reaction was "wow"Ohh and snowie is staying at my house cause she can't be running around the house.There was the tea ceromony in the morning,then we rushrush to the church at redhill to put up decorations,squeeze in with samuel and pamelia in their parents car.Later,left church went to the place called legendz or something like that to witness the signing of the wedding cerfiticate.Took load of unglam photos with my cousins XDMarcus was snapping happily away with his camera.He managed to get a photo of my aunt and her husband kissing after signing,still got transaction.HAHA!After that,rush back to church and then the ceromony.By 1 plus,i was super hungry,got yummy lunch to eat. Enjoyed the chocolate fountain,haha,overheat the chocolate,the machine smoked up,can you imagine what it looked like.Too bad i didnt take a photo of it.;)Finally went home.Whew,super tired.

Bye for now~
ps.New Beginning.

{ Monday, October 27, 2008 }

Sunday, October 19, 2008.

Happy times with you my friend.
Just happened to come across this photo we took together.
I watched Anime all day long for the past 2 days.I wanted to keep my mind busy with something rather then being drown by my unhappiness.Who knew,i got addicted with Anime.But i still read my books though,i can't survived without reading.I didn't know Anime were nice to watch and it kinds of makes me happy watching them.Haish,tomorrow is the day,i have been dreading it,tomorrow...

bye for now~
ps.empty-

Labels: Miss those times.

{ Sunday, October 19, 2008 }

Friday, October 17, 2008.

Feeling very lost & empty.Something is missing.

Haish,thanks guys for cheering me up.I don't know what i will do without you people.Haish,the person who i wanted to be the one next to me was again not there.It is always like that.When anything happened to you,im usually the last person you confide in.Not that mind cause you might not want to tell me at first,but since when i never showed any concern for you.Whenever you need me,i will be there,but whenever i need you,you were never there.That makes me feel very confused and terrible.Haish,have it your way then.Now i finally realise,what you told me were all lies.All lies i say.I thought i knew you but i guess im wrong.I use to think i can read you or should i say understand what you are going through cause i knew everything about you.I don't know what am i in your eyes.I've been trying to figure it out for quite awhile.And i realise its no use,i will never find out,cause everytime i asked you,your answers are all lies.To me anyway,and its getting harder to believe if what you said is true a not.Maybe that's the reason why i cannot tell you things that i wanted you to know. :/ Who am i to you?When you told me about what you felt uncomfortable about something that i did,i changed so that you wouldn't feel that way.What are you trying to show here?Am i just another person you meet everyday?To me,you were never just another person,and it will always be that way.Maybe that's the reason why you never understood me.I know you because i bothered to find out,and you are the only one who truely knew what i go through at home.I know you well enough to tell your true nature.It makes me feel crush and upset just thinking about it.Haish.

Labels: Feeling alone;helpless.

{ Friday, October 17, 2008 }

Thursday, October 16, 2008.

I don't know,everyone in my class seem to do so well.I'm just not.I improved alot compared to term3 but im still very lousey compared to all my classmates,last in class.I don't why im so stupid,no matter how hard i try,i still fail.Haish,im so sad and disappointed.I let myself down and most of all my dad.He was always so positive,encouraging me do my best.To think i never fulfill his wish.Haish,feel so lousey,im don't belong in 3H,too smart for me. T.T Thank some of my classmates,shihong and fionn for being there for me in class when i cannot catch up or to comfort me.

After school,had brunei rehearsal.Haish,im was so sad by my results,don' really have the mood anymore.I put my bag in the AVA room and walked out.I needed to get out and be alone.Haish,i don't know why i ended up crying.I told myself not to cry but i did,tears just keep flowing.I worked so hard and sacrificing so much and i still ended like that.Haish.My friends,Haikal,Terry and Raygine,were there to comfort me,thank you so much.I'm lucky to have friends like you.When i felt better,i went back into the room.Kind of cheered up by the people around me.It was kind of raining heavily so i didn't walk with xueyi and haikal to the gek poh to take bus,i took bus from school.Sheena came out minutes later and i had her to accompany me.Zisong ran after them but i doubt he managed to catch up.Haish.

bye for now~
ps.things are getting better.

Labels: Going back to safer times

{ Thursday, October 16, 2008 }

Wednesday, October 15, 2008.

What a terrible and itchy day.Yesterday,rashes started to appear on my body,or rather red dots and patches.My dad say is mosquito bite,then measles,my mum still say its dengue fever. -.-lll Okay,they think too much.Last night was a nightmare,woke up in the middle of the night to wash myself to reduce the itch,very it itchy.Next morning still have,went to school scratching.First thing i told my friends was that i very itchy then they all said that they also.In fact,most of my friends got rashes on their body.I suspected it was because of road run.During assembly,i cannot tahan,tell ms harti about the rashes then i rush to toilet to wash and i found sheena and xueyi there.Sheena also got it and she was also washing herself.Terrible.Ms Harti asked how many of us got rashes,26 of us got it.WTH!During recess,we had to go general office apply lotion,those very serious need go see doctor.Mrs Chow and Mr Ong also got rashes after the run.Only sec1s and sec3s got it.Sec2s lucky,they had pushball.Cannot take it already,still itching,just came out from a hot bath.Whew.Another terrible thing,the weather.After school i had a couple of meetings.One with mr samuel and another with mr kumar.WTH,the rain super heavy,just by walking to the teacher's office,we got drenched by the rain,its like,are we even indoors?Wind was howling and thunder booming,me and liyin keep clingling onto each other and laughing while xueyi was screaming her head off and covering her ears.The rain was so big,it flooded the drains and the corridoors of every level was very wet.Found mr samuel in a classroom,meeting only less than 5 mins,then went to find mr kumar.Waited for him till 3pm.Turns out he went for some course.>.< make us wait so long!!?and he still has Jiayuan's thumbdrive.What a day!!!

bye for now~
ps.You got to be kidding me!

Labels: Going back to safer times

{ Wednesday, October 15, 2008 }

Tuesday, October 14, 2008.

I miss them.PICTURE OF US TOGETHER.
Okay,today had to go find mr kumar give thumbdrive,i give jiayuan's,i never bring mine and i forget to take back XP.Rev-up,so long never run and i don't have the mood to run.Yesterday night talked to Hazirah online,oh man,i love her.The more i think about her,the more i miss her.She told me how she always think of me,and i didnt know how worried she was for me.Thanks girl,im so lucky to have a friend like you.You are always there for me to comfort me when im down.No matter how far apart we are,you will always be one of my dearest friend and i really hope we will meet one day.

Later got back more results,it was okay i guess.I already put in my best.Though im disappointed with some,i have to put in more effort the next time round.But i really greatly improved so kind of satisfied.Cindy cried when she got back her physics,really tears of joy.Haha.Must really thank mdm ho for all her encouragement to us ;) After school had PE assessment for girls so no need to change out of rev-up attire.So smelly,so sticky so sweaty,mix together,gosh,yuck XP.Went home,took bus with cindy and xueyi,we went to top up card then took mrt home,i think i stink up the mrt. XP

Bye for now~
ps.Did i make a mistake?

Labels: Those memories are there forever, treasure them.

{ Tuesday, October 14, 2008 }

Monday, October 13, 2008.

Today went back to school.Woke up very groggy because still very tired.During assembly,principal talk super long,want to die already when they finish talking.Took back some result.So far all pass except A maths.But there is still a retest so kind of grateful.My econs pass,i can't believe it.Must thank my dad for his help.Chinese paper 2 shocking though,suprisingly did very well.E maths paper 1 kind of disappointed cause i could have gotten higher if not for careless mistake.Tomorrow get back more papers.After school had brunei meeting,me and xueyi got chosen to be presenter.Wth,i never talk infront of the school before,xueyi sabo. >.< not only that,after meeting,haikal still say he sabo not only xueyi but me also for the coming event.Gosh,stupid lah,nevermind,im going to drag him for the publicity performance,i don't care!!He is not going to get away with this.

Bye for now~
ps.I very mixed up now.Really.

Labels: If only.

{ Monday, October 13, 2008 }

Sunday, October 12, 2008.

The pictures we took together~
What a weekend.Yesterday night,parents took us to orchard road to buy our wedding outfit.10pm and we still havent go home.Hmmm...Whew so tired,this whole morning went westmall,1plus then came home.Just now went to play basketball with my siblings and dad.Jewel keep trying to wriggle out of her leash because she wants to play too.Tsk,what a typical naughty pup.My dad had to drag her off,and it took alot of effort ;)
Well,nothing much to blog about.Tomorrow go back to school,so fast,scared of getting back results.Pray really really hard i would pass all my subjects.I'm just aiming to pass,not score.Its that so much to ask.Oh gosh. >.<

Ps.A new beginning.

Labels: Those memories would be with forever.

{ Sunday, October 12, 2008 }

Saturday, October 11, 2008.

Love is just so amazing~
Whew,very tired,yesterday left redhill at 9plus.Tired man,go there nothing much to do,just watch my cousins and jondave singing.Wahh,that jondave,he can play piano,sing and play the electric guitar,gosh and singing very nice.My cousin eddie cannot match,haha.Opps!Anyways,i went there help with decorations.2 more weeks wedding,one saturday if have gb,i cannot go liao,somemore next day got 6F outing with my pri school classmates.Never really had much close friends during pri school because i spend most of my time studying and no time to socialise,but still i enjoy hanging out with them,hahaXD.Never really go rotate the photos,nevermind lah hor. Congrats to my aunt.My bro say its a good thing for him too,he might not be the youngest if she give births to a child of her own.Haha!

Photo time!

Ps.I'm still very worn out by everything,going back to last month,its been a nightmare for me.My life was so confusing and stressed.Haish.

Labels: Going back to safer times

{ Saturday, October 11, 2008 }

Friday, October 10, 2008.

Yeah!Finally exams are over,i can take a break for now.Today econs paper was okay i guess,not that tough but still must really think what to right.But results are coming out next week.Ohman,so scared for chemsitry and A maths,really hope can pass all my subjects especially this 2.Well..nothing much really today,after school went to JP to each longjohn.Then went back to school for publicity talk.Marvin and Jiayuan were already there waiting.Diyannah didn't turn up. Hmph!Saw her at longjohn,shake head,i don't even think she coming on the actual day.Anyways,1.30pm,mr samuel haven't turn up so end up went to look for him.He change timing,2pm -.-lll need to wait even longer.Went to canteen,xueyi was busy making marvin's hair and the guys were talking about the weired things our primary school teachers use to do.Haha,so bad ;) Marvin said xueyi must be already pregnant beacause of her size or somethin,haha.Xueyi pinched his cheeks untill i got nothing to say.Took cab with mr michael chua and xueyi.The guys took mr samuel car.Reach the school super early.Publicity talk need to put up performance,most likely be folkdancing.And the guys would be doing all the talking on the actual day. :) Left JPS at 3.00pm,took bus with Marvin.I enjoyed myself today,haha,its gonna be fun.

Later still got my aunt's wedding rehearsal,haiyo,still need to go all the way to redhill-.- after exams and i have to do this,oh gosh,spare me.Tomorrow suppose to go church but looks like i cant go,my mum bringing me out.Hais,i promised jonjoe,oh well,i hope he understands. :/

ps.I'm free!

{ Friday, October 10, 2008 }

Saturday, October 04, 2008.

Jewel,my best friend at home,my stress relief,everytime im stress,i just give her a big hug.Looking at her so free and happy,it makes me feel so happy.She is one who is always there when im down :) IloveJEWEL! I sure miss snowie,she would do the same,"double happiness" if she was here.My 2 wonderful pups.The 2 who brought me so much joy.

Exam period.
Time sure flies,we were just starting out sec3,struggling with all our new subjects,now we are taking end of year.Oh gosh,im scared of exams.I really hope i can pass all my subjects.That's my biggest wish.Whew,i studied till sweat drops from my forehead.Hope i can do it this time round :/ No much confidence.Haish.

ps.I love my Jewjew(Zuzu) and WeeWee.

Labels: iloveJEWEL, SNOWIE

{ Saturday, October 04, 2008 }