Friday, May 30, 2008.

Gosh,today very tired,had to go for 3 supplementary classes today!After that went home and came out again for tution!Met Xueyi on the mrt.Had our lunch then go tuition.Then during the class,xueyi keep laughing.Then the teacher suddenly say"Melissa!Why you keep looking at xueyi and smiling at her,so biantai,at least xueyi looks like she is listening,better listen in class"Wth,xueyi laugh like mad.Then went toilet,all the laughter xueyi kept,she exploded it out.Haha!So funny!Then went to mrt station.Met other gb girls and say goodbye to xueyi and went to bukit batok.Injection!Gosh,i was suppose to be the first to go.The injection at first no pain.Now my hand numb and heavy.Tomorrow still have the challenge,must wish me good luck.Same group as sheridin and huishi.Yay!

Hey people,i dont know if i should tell you this,i may have to quit sc.But i wont let my mum make me quit just like that.I am trying to convince her.I will not quit,no matter what,I love the sc family too much,my mum is not going to stop me.Even if she forced me,i have no choice,i will never forget the good times i had in sc.But i wont give up without a fight.Don't worry guys,i will succeed.Thanks Zisong,Haikel and Fionn!Big thanks to you guys for cheering me up that day!Zisong,thanks for giving me loads of advice.I love you guys!


Ps.I love power rangers and i will always remeber the times we had together.I miss them loads!Cant wait to go out with them again :]
Bye for now~

{ Friday, May 30, 2008 }

Thursday, May 29, 2008.

Hey people!
Just came back from camp yesterday.Let me update what i happened during the camp.
Day 1
Woke up early.Had to report at 7.Briefing with Mr chua.Got to know who was in my group.At first i didnt know what to expect from this batch of sec2s.First,i got to know who were in my group.There are 17 people,11 girls,6 boys.Started with bag check.Fuhong and Zisong joined our group.Separated the girls and boys to do bag check.Not fair,there are so many girls and so little boys.I have to check all the girls bag while haikel and fuhong check the guys,6 boys only,check what?!Then need to ask who didnt bring 1.5litres.I find some of my juniors very cute,brought so many water bottles and even buy another 1.5litres.After that,punishments were given out.I so pity my group but guys you need to have some sense of urgency.Later had to go for class.Left the group in the hands of haikel.Gosh,worried about what he was about to do with the group,he said he wanted to name the group banana.Luckily,they named themselves ORANGE!WHEW!Heard screaming during,turns out to be rebecca,they were playing games.Went back for camp,wow,suddenly got so many different claps,their favourite was "REBECCA CLAP!"The cheer was not bad.Had lunch then went on for games.Knowing WESTWOOD WELL.The girls very EXCITED.Everytime get the clue they zoom off,leaving Dominic behind to catch up.They sreamed whenever they got the next clue.Great energy ORANGE!Orange played captain ball.Later had a game between SLs vs SEC2s.Haha,of course the seniors win.XD Next had the concentration game,became the 2nd grp to leave or night trail.Funny thing,that dinnyi called me PIKACHU,wth,because i was wearing yellow.I thought it was the guys idea.But then later the other members joined in.He even called haikel(charmander),Zisong(bulbasur),Fuhong(Squirtle)according to our house tee colour.Had dinner.And so we set off,very tired by the time the game started.Ran for the first length of the race.Orange did many tasks and got to their destination quickly.Something happened along the way.An old ahpek,he drunk and fell on the road.Near our destination to pioneer mall.Zisong ran to help.Haikel and Fuhong gave all their stuff to me so that they can go help.Pangseh me to look after the group.So i lead them on.Crap thing happened,that taufik ran off.I chased him for awhile but then cant run far cause cant leave the other members behind so i shouted for him to come back.Called the guys to inform them,then called mr chua.I was so tired.My leg muscles were killing me.But i continued to pioneer mall.Mr chua wanted me to go find taufik but when we reach pioneer mall,he came back.I gave the group toilet break and time to rest,they went 7eleven buy things to munch.Then they had to do their task but lucky for me,zisong called me and told me to get them do roll call.Had to meet up with the guys again.So i lead orange on to their last destination,Jurong Point.I was tired.Had to make sure the group kept together.But then,that troublemaker taufik ran off AGAIN!CRAP LAH.I was so angry and pissed,i dont know what was his problem.I shouted for him to come back but he ran off.I was too far to give chase.He ran across the huge junction.The guys rejoined the group.I told them taufik ran off again.They gave chase leaving me alone again.Haikel came back and help lead the group to take the bus back.By then,both of us were in pain and tired.When we reached the interchange,both of us were groaning in pain.Both my legs were strained,sharp pain in both my legs were shaking and it was hard to support myself.Haikel had the same problem but it was only his left leg which is not suprising after helping the man.Zisong and Fuhong caught up with us,they managed to find taufik,im glad.But zisong,his back hurt alot after carrying the drunk man up 12 storeys.His legs were strained.Fuhong had toothahe which has worsened and he was tired,he looked exausted and pale.Orange show care and compassion by asking if we were okay.Thanks guys!Took bus back to school.Still had to walk a distance to the front gate.We told orange to go first,we will catch up with them.Another group caught up with us.Sharzwan supported Haikel and Fionn and Joycelyn supported me.Zisong and fuhong followed Orange.I limped back to the school,my leg was in an odd angle.Had a debrief with Mr chua while the sec2s had their supper and wash up.We could only have our washed up after the sec2s.Slept in the 1H where there were no SLs,mdm pulled shayna in.Slept at 2 plus.The girls in my group were in 1H so didnt mind sleeping in that class which has the most number of girls.Next morning,i was the last to wake up,the girls all woke before me.What to do,i was too tired.Shayna didnt wake up.I had to go around waking the other girls in the other classes.All the SLs didnt wake up.And i had to go around barefooted cause one of the girls wore my slippers.Anyways,leg felt better.Sec2s had roll call and their physical training.They very poor thing.Some of the seniors are so unreasonable,i so agree.They give such a short timing for the sec2s to stand up.After that,breakfast then mr chua training module.Later had cheering competition.Came up with last minute cheer.Not bad.The group was very united and loud.GOOD JOB!!You guys rock.I'm sure if there were prizes,you guys would have won.The camp ended with the prize presentation.ORANGE WON the Night trail.Had photo taking.

I would like to thank ORANGE.You guys are great,thanks for being such a fun group to lead.Hope we get to have another camp like this.It was fun being one of your facilitators.Hope you enjoyed the camp,maybe not the pumping but still,THANKS!ORANGE,i will never forget the short time we had together.

Bye for now~
ps.Orange rocks!

{ Thursday, May 29, 2008 }

Sunday, May 25, 2008.

We had our farewell party a week back at my place to acknowledge the things they have done for us and the contribuitions they made in GB.I'll never forget them.Thanks for everything you've.We're make sure we carry on what you started:)I'm going to show you a slideshow.I hope you enjoys it.These are photos take by minhui during Farewell party and some photos taken last time.The memories we have we'll always be with us,even after you guys graduate.Good luck in everything you do and ALL THE BEST IN YOUR COMING EXAMS!The slideshow specially for you guys.


Ps.I love GB!
Bye for now~

{ Sunday, May 25, 2008 }

Saturday, May 24, 2008.

1st bad thing
Okay,got back result slip yesterday.Pretty disappointed,never get so low in my life,but i promise myself that i will work even harder next time.And i will pass my A MATHS.Haish,yesterday was also my 2nd last tution with xueyi at Just Maths without even knowing it.My parents hired private tutor and making me quit just maths.Sorry i didnt mean it.Blame myself for getting so low marks and being so stupid.Sorry.Haish,i didnt do it intentionally.

2nd bad thing
Girls' brigade.I haven't been really forcus on GB this year.Kind of regret.I have been too focus on my other repoonsiblities and distracted by other things like my friends.Sorry girls.I'll try to be more involved :( Alot of conflicts and happenings in gb,i hope it will be resolved.Never forget the good times we have,don't let these small things make us forget.

3rd,4th,5th bad things...
Too much to say i dont really want to remember those things.

I don't know how am i to move on...no matter how hard i try.I'll try to stay happy for the sake of the people around me.Looking forward to NYAA camp.Actities cramped in my calender.No rest.Going to cambodia with gb.Maybe going Brunei after holidays.Lots of things to look forward so im not going to let these bad things stop me.

Bye for now~

Ps.Shall i move on?

{ Saturday, May 24, 2008 }

Thursday, May 22, 2008.

I don't know what's wrong with my life lately,everything is just turing upside down.At home,i don't feel like i even exist anymore.My siblings are top priority to my parents.Haish,been feeling down lately.My results and other reasons.I just wish i can give up everything cause no matter how hard i try,its never enough for my parents.Another thing would be my friends.I've been compiling photos and sorting them out.When i look at those pictures,i thought,these days are over,i will never happen again.I kind of miss some of my friends.Yesterday just heard more bad news,cant tell you what.Haish,i don't know,i just want to end all of it.You may see me laughing and smiling on the outside,but im really crying in the inside.And YOU,i don't get what you are just confusing me,i don't get it.My group,the power rangers,we not hanging much lately,due to work or activities.I miss them.We use to be together all the time,walking home,joking around.The time when we can finally be one as a group would be NYAA camp so im looking forward to the camp.We may be different but who cares.Haish,Okay i need to go school,i confirm late for duty again.I blog again tonight if i ever survive it again :( Oh well.

Bye for now~

Ps.Happy on the outside,crying in the inside

{ Thursday, May 22, 2008 }

Monday, May 19, 2008.

Hey everyone,sorry haven't been blogging,my blog have been dead for quite a long time.Okay,get ready,its gonna be a long LONG post!Let's start from my birthday.No photos yet,i still need time to upload,sorry about that.

My birthday(9May)
It was on a friday,came to school.Got presents from some of my friends a SUPER FREAKING PINK CARD from my friends.Wth,okay,nevermind.Later got some results.Don't want to talk about it.After school went home to change.Go out with the power rangers,not exactly outing since zisong and jack not there.Took neoprints.Haikel and Fuhong over to decorate,this time round,both of them decorate.Not bad their decorating skills.They wanted to play arcade some racing game but too many people.So end up,all of them play the daytona.Fuhong and Xueyi wanted to play the dancing game but machine spoil -.-ll Anyways,i chiong back around 7.My parents want have dinner at some docking place,near tuas.WTH,go so far eat.The food was good but still..

10may
Go church with 3H PEOPLE.FIONN,LIYIN,XUEYI,JIANZHONG,CHUENLIANG AND FANYING.Haha,very funny,go for revival service.Anyways,it didnt turn out what i expected,i end up explaining alot to my friends.

11may(sun)
Happy birthday Dickson!

12may(mon)
My class was very sad,got back more results.I cried alot during class,but luckily by the time folkdance,i okay already.Haha,anyways,folkdance very fun,except the part i have to step on haikel leg.

13may(tues)
Rev-up,road run.Very tiring.Gosh i can die.Catch up with the rest in front.But slowed down because tianluck fell down so i don't want pangseh him.See i so good.Today lessons end very early but got to stay back for sc meeting.Had lunch with 3h scs,haha so fun.We still had about 1hour 30 minutes so we end up playing games like heart attack.They a little bit crazy,they play so loud untill the whole school can hear.Tsktsk,weired thing was that xueyi filtering system got problem,never laugh when its time to laugh but laugh when no one is laughing.After that went to MRL for meeting.Meant to be FORMAL meeting but i felt like informal meeting.Talk about duties and blahblah.When meeting end,sec3 scs stay back to plan NYAA CAMP.This part was fun,because no sec2s.There are like 8 groups i think,each group about 17 people.2 SCs per group.My partner was haikel.He better behave himself when im gone for some course. You know what i mean.

14may(wed)
Stayed back to help xueyi with organisation board,later cleaned up sc room.I never help clean cos i drawing something.They had a meeting with mr chua and SLs,i go there extra,nevermind.While cleaning up,Zisong very strong can expecially when moving furniture.Tianluck tried to help move the cuboard but its too heavy for him,xueyi helped but it didnt help much,zisong did the most and he was already sweating like a pig when they were finishing.Left earlier with Fionn.

15may(thurs)
Something happened during recess,dont want to mention it.Supose to be confidential but end up,ms harti told the whole class about it.Malay conversational.No lesson,just write reflection.Mr kumar came instead.He marked attendance also alot of things to say,especially when it came to 3H.Zisong went for his first lesson then need to write reflection already,haha.Chinese conversational needed to stay back awhile.I told sheena and haikel to go SC room to find us after lesson end.We cleared up alot,but not me,suppose to write the inspirational quotes but one write one then lazy,don't want do already.In the room,alot of teachers come visit us.Mr chia offer us chocolate,YUMMY.Zisong and haikel keep playing with the stupid roll roll thing.Went to take 185,walked with fionn.Saw ms song,waited for her to buy bread.

16may(fri)
Haikel never come school cause he injured his back to vent anger.He is going to get it from me when i see him tomorrow.Anyways,chiong to make IC right after school,didnt go for gb meeting.Came back home to get ready go tution.Slack slack a little with xueyi before going home.SAW MS RIPPLE :) I MISS HER LOADS,SHE REMEMBER ALOT ABOUT US and she says she miss us too.

17may
Went to school bright and early for in-touch.End up i felt like i went there for no reason.I spent most of the time doing farwell cards for seniors.Played with shihong and james.They kept spraying deodrant.Wth,so freaking smelly.After in touch,went jp with xueyi to buy things to make fried rice,then we go shinyi house.Having gb bbq at my house again.Farewell party for seniors.I brought jewel down to play with the girls.Played water bomb games.The sec1s got lost on the way to my house,they went lakehomez.Poor things.Haha,xueyi went mad during the games.I hate the part during bbqs is that i have to go up and down my house to take things.The girls went to wash up after the games(ok,i should stop explaining what happen while they were at it)i went up to my house to take a shower and change.Later had bbq,eat at the fitness corner there with sec1s.The food was good i guess.Finally had the farewelll presentation.Had a final roll call in slipped -.-ll The presentation was long.After that went home,i talked to haikel on the phone untill late in the night about 1 plus.He found 27 insults to throw at me.I challenged him.He talked about his "plan" during NYAA CAMP when im gone. >.<

Yesterday
Went to mount faber to have dinner.WTH,so far.The food was good.My aunt,uncle and grandma came.It was a buffet,so full.Felt like puking after eating.From the restraunt,you can see the whole singapore.The place is in the shape of a ship.Went home at about 9 plus.Talk on the phone with haikel again,we were challenging each other about power rangers.I turned some power ranger programme and he is suppose to guess which episode is it.He did the same. :) haha!We talked about english project,i got nothing to say about that..later i talked about it again,he start saying i get excited about it. -.-lll Later sms fionn,but by the time she replied,i fell asleep luhh.Last night was so hot,i on the aircon so many times.

Ps.i'll post the photos up soon. :)

That's all for now~

{ Monday, May 19, 2008 }

Thursday, May 08, 2008.

Hello people!
Whew,today went out with haikal and liyin.We only decided at the last minute.Bathe and change.Wth,i want war gb tee she say cannot.Change to a pink shirt.Crap.Okay nevermind,no one took picture of it.Liyin wore school uniform,so westwoodian,mrs chow would be so proud of you!haha!Haikal and me never.we singaporean,tomorrow then westwoodian.We thought today got malay conversational end up cancelled.So westwoodian very frustrated.Haha,cannot change.We jalan jalan at IMM.At first Zisong they all want us go swimming but we don't want.End up,we still go.Of course we never so bad.pangseh westwoodian.So we waited for fionn to come.Veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrry long.Say byebye to them.Me and Haikal decided to go find Zisong,Xueyi and Fuhong.Walkwalk.Buy children ticket go in.So them.At first haikal don't want go in,end up he still jump in.Zisong wearing double,his swimming trunks inside and shorts outside.He pull down his shorts and ask haikal go change.Wth,left me sitting there.But nevermind.I play handphone game and took photo of them in the pool using haikal phone cause my usb go problem so i take also no use,cannot send to computer.After that,decided go pearl delight.They makan there,i never.After that,fuhong say he not full then feel giddy.Xueyi worried chiong to nearby market buy chicken rice for him.Before that,he ate chicken flavour cup noodle.He will be sick of eating chicken.Wakakaka.Later they came my house.They cannot come up because firstly my mum at home,secondly,haikal cannot come my house cause i have a dog.Went up,get my brother basketball.Play at basketball court.Zisong accidentally push fuhong while trying to catch the ball.End up bother topple.Fuhong injured himself.Scratch the floor untill his shorts got hole.Not serious but go scratches.And you know where he wash his wound.The BBQ PIT next to the court.WTH,THEY SINK WHERE PEOPLE WASH THEIR FOOD,HE PUT HIS LEG THERE AND WASH.HENG I NEVER BOOK THAT BBQ PIT FOR GB IF NOT I DON'T DARE EAT THE FOOD.They play basketball untill sian,then change,we play MONKEY.So funny.Haikal was the first monkey.Later,zisong kenna.Then Fuhong.Lastly XUEYI.I never kenna so lucky :)XUEYI MONKEY NEVER END THE GAME CAUSE SHE CANNOT CATCH THE BALL!They play untill my brother the basketball POM ZEK. WALKING BACK,THEY WERE STILL THINKING HOW TO POM ZEK IT EVEN MORE.SMACK THEM LAH.FUHONG STILL THREW THE BALL INTO THE CARPARK,2ND FLOOR.END UP I GO UP TAKE.Walk them back to gate.First time i earliest go home.FIRST TIME WHEN I GO OUT WITH THEM.Actually,when we go out to je,i also first,but everytime go gek poh there,i LAST PERSON.Okay,now i go home,i bring back the POM ZEK BALL.MY DOG,JEWEL,SHE CHEWING AND PLAYING WITH THE POM ZEK BALL.NOW GOT TEETH MARKS AND HOLES IN THE BALL.POM ZEK UNTILL CANNOT POM ZEK LUHH.STUPID.Anyways,going out with them tomorrow AGAIN!Yay!Cant wait,then going out with liyin and fionn they all,yay agahin!Hahaha!Today very happy.Feel very relax now.No longer stressed and head pain. :) thank zisong,haikal,fuhong and xueyi.Today jack never come,sadded,if not power rangers outing.Tomorrow my birthday,im finally 15.Sniff,my last night as a 14 year old.Nevermind.Haha! :)

Ps.You are the music in me~
Bye for now~

{ Thursday, May 08, 2008 }

Wednesday, May 07, 2008.

My head is still throbbing.A maths was tough,econs was okay i guess.I was seeing 2 vision when i was doing A maths papers.Haish,all my hard work wasted.Feeling very down.Still i got no mood,even if its after exam.Today went to Jurong point to eat lunch with liyin,fionn and elton sim.Later saw andy,nankai,irene,shujun.Don't know what they doing.Later liyin and elton left.Fionn and i took mrt to jurong east.Saw sheridin,shihong,joycelyn and vanessa.Slacked at the library with fionn.Fionn keep disturbing and calling xiaowangzi.Haish,then later xueyi say she finish dental so she came find us.Tomorrow wanted to go out with power rangers.But not what i thought,my mum finally allow and they want go swimming.Oh well,i guess no chance celebrate birthday with them.Been looking forward to it actually.Nevermind,still going out with fionn and liyin and maybe more,not sure who.They going church with me also.Yay!Xueyi don't know if going.Haish,not feeling well now.Having a bad headache.Take cares people..

ps.Everyday i wait,seeing hope but really,all seems hopeless
Feeling very giddy and down :(
Bye for now~

{ Wednesday, May 07, 2008 }

Tuesday, May 06, 2008.

Tomorrow is the last day of exam.I just was to scream out and release everything in have i kept in my mind and heart.I'm moodless again.I am so tired of everything in my life right now.Being happy is all i ask for,is it so hard to get it?I don't know.I don't know what is going on in your mind right now,but i hope you are happy.Good luck to all my friends for tomorrow.Haish,i got to study again..Bye people.

ps.My only wish is for everyone to be happy.Happiness is all i ask for.I'm still waiting for that day to come..

bye for now~

Labels: moodless~(tomorrow)

{ Tuesday, May 06, 2008 }

Monday, May 05, 2008.

I cannot take it anymore.I know its only 1 more day but i don't how much longer i can take it.My head hurts so much.Today came home after economics supplementary,bathe and prepared to start on A maths.After awhile,my mind cannot take it anymore and i feel asleep.Lately sleeping late due to exams.The last 2 exams is my nightmare.Economics and A maths.Both subject i have alot of trouble with.I have been practicing very hard for A maths but i don't think it is good enough.I don't think i care anymore.I guess im just too afraid.Haish~Well,thats all i can say,good luck people...

Bye for now~
Ps.-I just don't know anymore.You gave me hope and im still hoping,waiting evermore for that day.

Labels: moodless~ (4moredays)

{ Monday, May 05, 2008 }