Thursday, January 20, 2011.

How's life?
Well..right now,i don't feel like myself. I'm suppose to be happy that i'm back at school. Ohh and i just realise that only my secondary school friends know that my blog exist. My jc friends do not know,ONLY perhaps my pw group knows about it,i pray haard that they will never ever enter my blog. Especially the twins,marc and chad. I HOPE they will forget my URL. Geez..

Anyway,its already the second week of school. I got great teachers this year,i only wish that i was still with my old class 10A01. Really miss them. 10A02 is not that bad i guess,the people there are nice though i wish kenneth was there. Haish,life is never easy. Didn't start the year well in odac as well,my physcial conditioning is just not there. My knees still hurt when i over exert them. On bad days,it just hurt even when im walking..I can't see the doctor for fear that my parents won't let me continue odac,i can't let them happen. Especially since i have only a few more months left in odac. There's no way im gonna risk it. I wish i was stronger and less of a burden. If only my knees weren't injured,my friends wouldn't have to purposely slow down for me. Even till now,i still felt guilty that my team had to share my load so that i complete the trek. I'm really thankful,but i still wished i didn't burden them so much. I'll worker harder to become even stronger.

Haish,sorry im rambling so much. I just can't say it anywhere else,even to my closest friends,anyway,this seems to be the best way to let loose.

ps. i got a new locker with esther :)

{ Thursday, January 20, 2011 }