Thursday, May 22, 2008.

I don't know what's wrong with my life lately,everything is just turing upside down.At home,i don't feel like i even exist anymore.My siblings are top priority to my parents.Haish,been feeling down lately.My results and other reasons.I just wish i can give up everything cause no matter how hard i try,its never enough for my parents.Another thing would be my friends.I've been compiling photos and sorting them out.When i look at those pictures,i thought,these days are over,i will never happen again.I kind of miss some of my friends.Yesterday just heard more bad news,cant tell you what.Haish,i don't know,i just want to end all of it.You may see me laughing and smiling on the outside,but im really crying in the inside.And YOU,i don't get what you are just confusing me,i don't get it.My group,the power rangers,we not hanging much lately,due to work or activities.I miss them.We use to be together all the time,walking home,joking around.The time when we can finally be one as a group would be NYAA camp so im looking forward to the camp.We may be different but who cares.Haish,Okay i need to go school,i confirm late for duty again.I blog again tonight if i ever survive it again :( Oh well.

Bye for now~

Ps.Happy on the outside,crying in the inside

{ Thursday, May 22, 2008 }