Friday, August 29, 2008.

I don't really have the mood to celebrate this event but it did cheer me up a little.My dad meet ms suharti next week but i havent told my dad about it because mdm havent confirm time with me.Haish,im very scared of that day.I just wish it quickly finish so that i can really study.I've been studying but my mind is always on how my dad would react and what would i tell my mum and my mind is always on my friends.

This morning went to school as usual.Thank you shihong for the card,i really appriciate it.You didn't have to spend on it really.But i love it so thanks.You are a good friend who always make me laugh and cheer me up,thanks for always encouraging me and being by me when i need your help.Went for duty then rev-up.Thanks Xiaofen,Shanheng,Fionn,Pamela,Xueyi and Stanley for caring about me.I hope all this over soon so that i can be back to my old self again.I'm so lucky to have friends like you.

Went back to primary school with Jonjoe,Weilun,Xueyi,Shinyi,Pamela and Swee Yan.Big jps gathering.We took cab there and Weilun said he would pay for the cab fare,thanks weilun.I saw many of my old classmates and friends.Saw linus(not jingyu),jovein,jessica,roslyn,yuen cheng,jeremy and whats his name,i forget.Well,had fun chatting with Ms Nora and my friends.And i found out jovein was converted to muslim.I was so shocked,turns out to be true,shocked ms nora too.Having a 6F gathering on the 26oct.Went back with linus since he is staying at 12 floor.He has become taller but he is still very shy towards teachers.We saw 98 from afar but was stopped by Weiting,she staying at lakeshore too and she was very excited when she saw us.End up,she talktalk,make us miss the bus.So we had to wait for the next one.Linus,went up to my place to see 7th floor,he say he wants to explore,after that,he took lift and went home.

It's so weird walking past youAnd not being able to say "hi"I miss you more and moreEvery second that goes by.I wish I wouldn't have said those thingsBut it was just a jokeThe day our friendship came to an endWas the day my heart broke.I see you smile and look so happyAnd I wish I made you that way. Our friendship may not be thereBut the memories will forever stay.And what hurts more than anythingIs knowing my words hurt youI hate us not being friendsAnd knowing that there's nothing I can do.I wish you could really seeHow much you mean to meI lied when I said I hated youIf only you can see.This really sucksI want to make this rightIt's all my faultThe reason our friendship's out of sight.

It's so weird walking past
And not being able to say "hi"
I miss you guys more and more
Every second that goes by.

Our friendship may not be there
But the memories will forever stay.
And that hurts more than anything

I hate us not being friends
And knowing that there's nothing I can do.

Maybe its for the best.
Everything happens for a reason
Good or bad
But right now
I’m just glad I met you guys.

bye for now~
Ps.I'm very scared.

{ Friday, August 29, 2008 }