Thursday, August 28, 2008.

Nothing i do is right.I just want to give up.No matter how hard i try ,i always fail.What am i to do?I don't have the strength to keep fighting any longer.I can't take it anymore,all i want to do is cry.I cry till no tears come out.I have never cried so hard in my life.So much has happened.My friends,my studies,everything goes wrong.I just want to cry.

I will always remember all those times we had together.
I just want the old friends i knew way back then.
Why must they change so much?
They are the ones who were always there for me.
Thanks guys for everything you have done for me in the past.
We have to look forward to the path ahead.
Whatever it might be,i will follow it.
The friendship that we shared,it was special,extraordinary but i don't know how long it will last.

Nothing is going right for me now in my life.I'm really scared of my parents.Especially my mother.I'm afraid for my Dad and Sister,im so scared that get scolded because of me.Melinda,your exams are near,don't let mum put you down,do your best and you're be fine.I'll make sure mum don't scold you because of me.I have to face it sooner of later.My dad,he is always the one i turn to when i need help,he always take the rap for me.I really feel very terrible.My dad has done so much for me and i disapoint him yet again with my result.:(Sorry Dad,i've tried my best.I wish i can just end everything.All i want is to live each day happily with the people i love and care about.

Bye for now~
ps.It really hurts.Really.

{ Thursday, August 28, 2008 }