Thursday, October 16, 2008.

I don't know,everyone in my class seem to do so well.I'm just not.I improved alot compared to term3 but im still very lousey compared to all my classmates,last in class.I don't why im so stupid,no matter how hard i try,i still fail.Haish,im so sad and disappointed.I let myself down and most of all my dad.He was always so positive,encouraging me do my best.To think i never fulfill his wish.Haish,feel so lousey,im don't belong in 3H,too smart for me. T.T Thank some of my classmates,shihong and fionn for being there for me in class when i cannot catch up or to comfort me.

After school,had brunei rehearsal.Haish,im was so sad by my results,don' really have the mood anymore.I put my bag in the AVA room and walked out.I needed to get out and be alone.Haish,i don't know why i ended up crying.I told myself not to cry but i did,tears just keep flowing.I worked so hard and sacrificing so much and i still ended like that.Haish.My friends,Haikal,Terry and Raygine,were there to comfort me,thank you so much.I'm lucky to have friends like you.When i felt better,i went back into the room.Kind of cheered up by the people around me.It was kind of raining heavily so i didn't walk with xueyi and haikal to the gek poh to take bus,i took bus from school.Sheena came out minutes later and i had her to accompany me.Zisong ran after them but i doubt he managed to catch up.Haish.

bye for now~
ps.things are getting better.

Labels: Going back to safer times

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