Sunday, February 01, 2009.

Yesterday Gb,sec1s came in,it was fun i guess.Hmm..after gb went home with shinyi.We talked and we talked.Long time never spend time with her,glad i got the chance.Talk how things have change and how some people change.It's like you don't know them anymore.I thought i was the only one feeling that way.Haish,i wish time would just stop and wind back.You don't know what its like.I may be surrounded by friends and classmates but i feel alone inside.Maybe because,i can never look forward and because its my last year in Westwood and im not enjoying it at all,everyday i just feel depressed by everything.Shinyi know what its like to be a subsitute,an alternatives.We are not subsitutes,we are suppose to be friends,why is she treating us like that?She never cares anymore,and i can never confide in her anymore.Things really change.I have not talked to them since 2 months ago,which seems ages ago.

*my only wish is to be with them,thats all i ever ask but my wish is meaningless cause i know it will never come true.

{ Sunday, February 01, 2009 }