Monday, February 16, 2009.

Today went home with xueyi,its been a long time since i did that,went to pearl delight.We catched up alot and crapped alot together.Being with her feels like i have turned back the clock.We talk about many important things and it made me realise how much i miss friends..I know its no use saying it now,but i still miss my them,they use to be the people turning my frowns into smiles.Now we are like total stangers.I use to feel left out in the group,and as time went by,it didn't help in our friendship.Now history is repeating itself,i had hope it will never again,but it has,im not the one going through it,but my 2 good friends.I can do nothing to help them but can only advise that they treasure their friendship and not repeat what had happen to me.They always fail to realise,this is the second time it has happen and still they don't understand why.I know its not my business anymore but i can't stand seeing my 2 good friends getting the same treatment because i went through it before.What happen to the cheerful and caring friends i use to know,those friends who treated everyone well,friends who everyone likes.Now look at you guys?what has made you so proud and oblivious.I really don't know.We are in sec4,our last year,i don't want to regret anything i have done.Hazirah,my best friend in Brunei emailed me many times and she always holds this belief that we will be friends again,she always asks and hopes that our friendship will be back the way it was.

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